I feel for both of you.
I don't have any special needs children either,
But I myself suffer from Panic Disorder, mild OCD and
severe depression.
I am pretty much home bound.
I quit driving about 17 years ago and I stopped going out
alone.
I only go out of my home when a friend comes by to take me.
Everyday is a struggle,But I trust the Lord will get me thru it!
I also have been divorced for 18 years so it can get pretty
lonesome at times too.
What did I ever do before I got a computer? LoL......
Whats important is that I am happy!
If anyone else suffers or just needs to talk,
Im here!glow