Hey, Andrea...smoking is a bad habit...one I had for years and years and years, but finally kicked (even tho I didn't really want to!) The S.O. was allergic to smoke and I worked in the health industry. . .thought I was gonna lose my job AND my hunny around the same time and it kicked me in the fundament enough to make a few attempts. . .the 3d one worked. . .I used a pill that had an on-line support group (Commit, I think). It's saved me tons of money too, maybe you should give it a try.
BTW, hon. . .we're not here to judge you.
If you decide to try to quit, mebbe we can think about adding some kinda "quitters corner" or something, just to give you a little more support. Whatever you decide, I wish you health and happiness!